Story of Mai Life

22 August 2011

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channyyeah:

You see, I have this problem. I get attached easily. I try my hardest to not let them see it, though. The thing is… I’m unwillingly attached. I know I’ll get hurt, I know something won’t work out, I know the outcome won’t be what I hope, but somehow I still end up attached. And I guess somewhere inside me I’m just hoping that maybe, just maybe, this time they’ll accept me for the whole being that I am. I know that I’ve got my billions of flaws, and I’m not looking to fix them. I’m looking for someone who doesn’t see them as flaws. He’s gotta be crazy, but there has to be someone, right? And then I get attached thinking that everyone I meet will somehow accept me. But the thing is.. They can get up and walk right out of my life whenever they want. I don’t care if they leave and don’t ever come back. I won’t let myself mope. So they couldn’t handle all of me. That’s okay, who’s to blame them, right? They weren’t the right one. That’s not their fault at all. So I’ll never hate them. It’s their only right to find the right one and not be stuck with the mess of a personality I am. But maybe, just maybe, someday he’ll be right here next to me. He’ll smile at the things I say and laugh with me. He’ll accept me for me and that’ll be the most important thing I’ll have ever received.